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blog ini gak ada title nya soalnya banyak banget yang mau syl tulis in a short amount of time dan ini bakalan haphazard banget ya...
okay so where do i start? i haven't written for a while because i went to... TAHOE... for thanksgiving break.. Tahoe is this ski resort like 3 hours drive from berkeley. and its huugeee... anyways. i went to tahoe with 27 other indonesians tau gak sih.. gila banget kan! banyak banget! I don't know all of them but mereka dari daerah sekitar disini gitu... yah tau sendiri lah orang indo pada ngaret, nunggu2 an terus, apalagi kalo 30 orang an gitu itu udah extreme lah, but i had a lot of fun, mungkin gw kudu sabar sedikit kali ya. anyways the first day berangkat jam 5 pagi tapi bener2 maen jam 1 an gitu.. huhuhu padahal distancenya cuman 3.5 hours gitu. makan dulu lah, nemenin ngerent lah, check in lah, pada kongko2 sambil ngokar diluar lah.. heheheh indo banget gak sih... nah abis itu snowboard cuman ampe jam 4. mana hailing keras banget lagi sakit banget muka soalnya goggles ketinggalan jadinya gak bisa liat apa2 dan gak bisa buka mata soalnya matanya kemasukan salju.. hailnya tuh tajem2 banget dan nusuk2 muka jadinya perih banget dan baret2 kecil gituuu :(
anyways malemnya pergi makan ber 22 di buffet di hotel.. gila banget deh banyak banget orangnya ampe ngantri kayak 1 jam gitu
terus malem2nya tepar dan tidur dengan nyenyak.. besokannya maen snowboard lagi dan hari rada cerah jadi syl senang.. tapi malemnya lagi tuh salju banyaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget! gila banget deh.. kita maen polisi maling di dalem kamar :) suka.. si ronald kan sipit, jadi kalo harus ngedipin orang gak keliatan bedanya.. hohoho kocak banget deh pokoknya dia yang paling goblok kalo jadi maling.. yah gitu deh terus pagi2nya saljunya udah tebeeeel banget, jadi syl bikin snowman sama ronald.. it snowed around 6 inches the night before, jadi saljunya fluffy banget *suka* terus2.. dingin bangeet.. terus orang indo tuh ya emang dasar kemana2 tu hkudunya foto melulu gak bisa berenti tau gak sih.. bisa spend like 1 hour foto2 doang.. gw yang udah gubrak.. i mean i like taking pictures but not THAT much.. thats just extreme.. anyways terus karena salju kita kudu pasang snow chain dan berhubung orang indo gak ada yang bisa pasang snow chain kita nungguin 4 jam di lobby untuk cwowo2 masang snowchain... to no avail.. ampe akhirnya kita bawa kebengkel setelah menunggu segitu lama.. bayangkan... 5 cowo berkeley engineering berusaha masang tire chain for 4 hours.. aint that great? heheheh pfft... payah deh but overall i had fun, snowboarding was great. i think i got better. :)
i'lll post the pics later (one of the many)

________ I watched what the #@$^$ do we know________
its this movie about quantum physics and how it explains our existence.. its not that great but its really insightfull even though my head hurts badly from constantly thinking about very profound stuff for 2 hours... its just saying that through quantum physics theory it has been proven scientifically that anything can happen... meaning: when we are not looking the particles are just boundless possibility but once we turn our head and look at it, the particles materialize to become one possibility of that one particle.. kayak kalo kita gak ngeliat dia ganti2 terus gitu terus pas kita ngeliat dia jadi particle yang waktu saat kita turn our head itu. jadi kayak slot machine gitu loh. berenti randomly kapan aja kita ngeliat.,.. gila banget gak sih.. and they say that its proven etc.. but that means parallel universe DO exist and i just can't imagine myself being someone else doing some other thing at this exact same time.. ahh... and whats weird is after i got home from the movie, i found in my backpack a book 'SOPHIE'S WORLD" a very philosophical book yang sebenernya bagus banget but i haven't gotten around to read it. well i read at least 1/4 of it at least 4 times because its the kinda book that u can't stop reading for a while because if you do, you lose your rhythm.. but i really recommend the book to every single one of you, the concept is great!

_____gak bisa bikin math!! ___
sedih banget dhe gak bisa bikin math nih lagi belajar fourier series dan susah banget dan gw udah gak bisa integrate.. huu sedih banget deh.. i need melia/fusta/meta untuk explain math buwat gue.. gw inget mel dulu setiap kelas dengan sabarnya menjelaskan.... haaa


____ngimpi kemaren maleeemm_____
kemarem malem syl ngimpi tentang mel met ama fus dan mereka semua attend berkeley dan kita tuh yang lagi finals math dan syl gak bisa jadi sebelum ulangan nanya fus tentang fourier series yang kita sekarang lagi pelajarin.. hehehe tau gak sih gw tuh beneran have very li'l memory of what went on in spore... kayak gw ga inget tentang our arguments di kamar mand ifus.. dan kalo gak diingetin gw juga gak inget tentang yang sepedaan itu mel dan uuuuh mr tan! hahaha kocak banget deh tu orang gak jelas banget yaaa!! :) anyways i miss those days and gw pengen makan taco bell lagi sama popcorn manis di plasing abis itu nonton film dan beli quickly banyak banget :)

____syl irritable banget nih___
gak tau dhe kayaknya gara2 gw udah gak ketemu roomates gw for a long time sekarang pas ketemu lagi gw jadi irritated tau gak sih.. mereka tuh yang rada mmm manja gitu.. duh bukannya mereka yg manja gw nya aja yang terlalu judgemental... gimana dong nih.. gw irritated cuman itu salah gw sendiri wong biasanya selama 1 taon lebih ini gw biasa2 aja kok sekarang jadi bete yah.. .soalnya yah biasa lah orang bule rada2 manja kayakn gampang banget overwhelmed.. kerjaan dikit aja yang ampe megap2 gitu yang ribut banget kalo dia stress.. udah ah syl hush semua orang diajakin berantem... gak tau gak tau... cuman mereka beneran yang idealize themselves gitu loh.. jadinya gw rada pusing... huuuuuuuuuuuu syl jahat :( well emang bener sih kadang2 gw terlalu judgemental cuman gw bete ajah gitu loh kalo orang2 tuh yang maybe you should do this because this is better for you... ah udah gw grumpy bets nih...



________finals bentar lagi_______
huu males banget tinggal 2m inggu lagi abis itu harus belajar buat finals.. i think i'm gonna get B's this semester.. oh sedihnya... gak tau nih kenapa menurun banget plajaran.. apa gara2 ronald disini yah? huuu i know its not his fault i know he do=esn't demand me hanging out with him all the tme.. but I want to and its my fault and why the hell am i depending myself so much on him.. kayak kalo dia gak ada tuh gw yang nyariin and thats so not me and i am still trying to balance this.. susah... enakan LDR jadi ga pusing and i can do whatever i want.. but i guess this is a step forward...

_____mungkin balik ke indooo!!! ________

syl mungkin balik ke indo loh! cuman gak tau deh gak pasti.. liat nasib deh.. kayaknya si probabilitynya banyakan ke gak balik.. kayak 60/40 untuk gak balik.. but we'll see

banyak banget kan?? huuu panjang tangannya capek dan sekarang gw mau mandi soalnya udah lama banget gak manndi (eew jorok!!)